I'm Scared

by SM

I am locked in my room
With my music so loud
That you can't here me cry

I'm scared to leave
That when I leave this room
I will make mistakes

I'm scared to get hurt
I'm scared to cry
I'm scared to feel... like I don't belong

I feel lonely but at the same time safe,
These 4 walls are my only protection
This is my "heaven"

It's my border from "hell"

I'm scared to hear the cracking of my heart
I'm just scared of the outside world
I'm scared that once I leave this room,
I will mess up...

I try and try
I just can wake up and face the disappointments,
the anger and the dangers...
Why is it so hard for me to grow up???

I'm just so scared... of REALITY...